What friends?

Ever heard of the word TRUST?

I know who you are and what you did.

Trusted you to enter a private blog. And this is what happens?

Well.. Actually i have to thank you. What you did reminded me not to be so careless when dealing with personal stuff. And what you did made me realize that friends like you, I'm better off without.

It's a private blog for goodness sake.

WHY ON EARTH DO YOU THINK IT'S

PRIVATE?

It's PRIVATE because there are stuff inside that can't be revealed.
It's PRIVATE because what is inside, shouldn't be exposed.
It's PRIVATE because what it contains, IS SENSITIVE.
It's PRIVATE because the things inside ARE SUPPOSED TO BE KEPT A SECRET.
It's PRIVATE because I DON'T WANT THE WHOLE WORLD TO FREAKING KNOW.

And you?
I trusted you enough to let you enter my private blog.
I trusted you enough to let you know about my private life.
I trusted you enough to let you know the REAL me.
I trusted you enough to let you know what's going on.
I trusted you enough to let you show you I HAVE a private blog.
I trusted you enough to constantly update you on what i've been doing lately.
I trusted you enough with information not everybody knows.
I trusted you enough with my personal life.

AND YOU FREAKING BLEW IT.

Not your fault, really. It's mostly mine.

So i was careless. I should've checked who was allowed to enter before posting such things in my blog. So thanks. I've learnt my lesson. No one's allowed in my private blog anymore.

You know who you are if you understand what this post is all about. I can't believe jerks like you exists in my LIFE. Yes. I have a life. But do YOU?

With friends like you, who needs enemies? Oh. no sorry. Wrong question. WHAT FRIENDS?

Real friends accept you for who you really are. You? Pfft you're lucky that i even KNOW you.

I can be harsh. And the reason i post this, is not to make YOU feel bad.

I'm posting this to warn others about their private blogs.

If you have a private blog, limit the amount of people who can enter.
If you have a private blog, make sure you check who's allowed in from time to time.
If you have a private blog, allow those who don't gossip in ONLY.
If you have a private blog, be sure your friends can be TRUSTED.
If you have a private blog, the best thing is to only let your best friend view it.


Just because we were once friends, doesn't mean you have to pull me down like this.

And just because i still treat you as a friend (yes i wonder why), DOESN'T MEAN I'M NOT MAD.


Over and out.

I love my friends.

OMG.



Remember how I complained I had a terrible birthday?


OMG.


Ishallnotcomplainanymore.
Ishallnotcomplainanymore.
Ishallnotcomplainanymore.

And for those of you whose friends aren't my friends...
HAH. IN. YOUR. FACE. >=3

I have the most awesomest friends EVER wei. =') < happy tears.

Okay. So lets start with after KH...

So Gwen and I went upstairs together. She took out this letter, put it on a table, so naturally I wanted to see what letter was it all about. THEN she snatched it away. -.-

Weird.

THEN.

"Layin, will you follow me go pee?". ... like, WHAT? SHE USED THE SAME TRICK ON HUI YI AND CHEE CHING LA WEI. =.=

THEN THEN.

Amber : "Hey Layin! C'mon lets go to the bench. So what was it you wanted to tell me again?"
... She sounded high pitched and a lil too excited.
Amber : "Later I need to go look for a GB member in the canteen. Follow me?"
Huh?!

THEN THEN THEN.

She brought me to the canteen, with Gwen beside, AND A GROUP OF PPL WERE STANDING AT A TABLE AT THE BACK WITH A CAKE FULL OF LIGHTED CANDLES AND THEY STARTED SINGING ME A HAPPY BDAY SONG.

... I think i said Oh My God for more than... A billion times.

OMG.


Crap wei. WANNA SURPRISE ME ALSO NO NEED TO GIVE ME HEART ATTACK LA OKAY.

:D lol.

Everything was so perfect wei.

Thank you guys SO much.

Thank you Calvin.
Thank you Calvin's friend - Sorry I can't spell your name...
Thank you Edward.
Thank you Xin Yuan.
Thank you Zhi Pei.
Thank you Khai Li.
Thank you Naveena.
Thank you Chun Kit. - for the pink cow I named Daisy.
Thank you Ashley.
Thank you Clarissa.
Thank you EVERYBODY.

... but most importantly...
Thank you Madam NURUL SYUHADA.

Thank you KERRISSA.

Thank you CUI YI.

Thank you HUI YI.

Thank you GWEN.

Thank you AMBER.

Seriously. I was surprised I didn't cry.

So it was a surprise party full of surprises.

Thank you guys, and Madam, so SO SOOO much.

I love you guys wei. Seriously. I do.

Thank you for being there for me, especially Amber and Gwen and Cui Yi and Hui Yi and Calvin and etc when I need you guys.

I love you guys.

I. LOVE. YOU.

omg la. EVEN NOW I'M STILL SAYING OMG YOU KNOW. =.=

I don't know how to THANK you...

And yes, I know you guys didnt forget about my birthday... :D But keeping this as a secret for 30 days... Wow.

Thank you guys so SO much.


OH MY GOD.



Over and out.

Chinese Yoyo Club

YES PEOPLE. I can't believe it either!

WMS has its first CHINESE YOYO CLUB ACTIVITY TODAY. :D

President : Zhi Pei.
Vice Presi : Lay Yin
Treasurer : Hui Yi (meh, she wants to touch money. LOTS of them)

Oh and don't forget, AMANDA. :D She's an instructor.

Today we basically just grouped them. But we're gonna have to group them all over. =.= since Amanda doesn't like her group members. And we're getting new students. And some of them are better than well, some of our instructors. *cough*

And you know what's the most awesome part?


I got to talk to Duckie. :D


Okay. So lets put all personal stuff aside. Overall it was okay lah. =/

Taught them how to tie string, how to spin.

I even have to write letter to leave the monitors meeting early. *rolls eyes*

But it was worth it I guess.

Xin Yuan didn't have fun. Pfft. I had fun teaching him. :D

"I SAID STOP LEANING AGAINST THE BENCH!"

Hahahahaha. Inside joke :D

Maybe I had fun coz Chun Kit was there. No layin, it was Duckie and him. SHUT UP, BRAIN. =.=


Okay so basically. I was focusing more on Wee Teck and Xin Yuan. I DELIBERATELY LEFT NICHOLAS AND SAY LOONG ALONE. =.= I'm sorry guys. =(

Oh. And before school ended, we had fun "inventing" names for the tricks as their English translations? STUPID.

Ah well. =) I'm so sorry if you guys thought it was boring but hey, I HAD FUN. :D

THANK YOU ZHI PEI, HUI YI, AMANDA for making all these possible. :D

Over and out.

Miserable Birthday.

My birthday was depressing then ever much?

Only my friends remembered my birthday.
Oh. and my MAID.

My dad was outstation, AGAIN.
My mom forgot my birthday, AGAIN.
My brother doesn't know my birthday AT ALL.

*sigh* Who needs them, right?

Oh. It wasn't that depressing until it started raining, THE WHOLE DAY.

And well, my birthday wasn't much to remember. It wasn't what you called A MEMORABLE DAY. but it was supposed to be

So the whole day I was smsing ppl. It was the only way to keep me busy from thinking about how MISERABLE my birthday was.

So maybe it won't sound miserable to you. But it was to me, VERY.

Morning, and whole afternoon, I spent my time in my room smsing ppl. People like Duckie, Zhi Pei, Xin Yuan and Calvin.

And besides, I hate thunderstorms, it was raining cats and dogs outside. And lightning lit the sky like fireworks while thunder roar the whole time. =.=

Oh and you know what?

LEON FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY. That doesn't help things AT ALL. Yea, so much for that present you want to give me, or should I say WANTED. Arthur and Wei Ren forgot my birthday too... Thanks, guys. *rolls eyes* you make me SO happy. And yes, being sarcastic makes me feel better, actually.

Evening time, my dad came home. I'm surprised. He brought us to dinner. The restaurant he wanted to take us to was FULL. That made him rather annoyed.

So in the end, we decided to have pizza for dinner. My mom wasn't very happy with that idea but she ate in silence anyway. She doesn't like fast food. I know coz she started complaining the next day. And on the way to Pizza Hut, coz it was raining, the traffic was BAD. My dad got very very very angry and well, you know the rest. *sigh* The rain died down eventually, and we arrived at Pizza Hut with only a few drips of raindrops on our shirts.

BUT THEN. When we were about to walk to our car, IT STARTED POURING ALL OVER.

Heck. I got SOAKED coming back from dinner. No wait. MY WHOLE FAMILY got soaked.

Thanks, God. =.= THANKS.

My brother got annoyed. My mom wasn't very happy. My dad was FURIOUS. And me? I got ill.

I got ill on my BIRTHDAY. How nice, NO? =.=

Only school made me feel better. I got presents. A pencil case (PINK. :D) from Hui Yi, a monkey T-shirt from who else? GWEN. An AWESOME drawing and yummy desserts from Zhi Pei, Brownie, from Boon Ling, Chocolates and Patches from Jun Hou and last but not least, Swisheey from Wee Teck.

Tho I WAS looking forward to a surprised party. Even tho I was totally over it. I was rather hoping for one to make up for that unmemorable birthday at home.

Ah well. Sad birthdays never end happily.

I'm sorry I haven't been updated. Exams just ended. Oh and...

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHI PEI

AND GWEN

AND HUI YI, DARLINGS. :D

Thanks for being such an awesome friend you guys. Love you ALL. :D

You were there for me when I need you.
You were there for me when I don't.
You were there for me to cry on.
You were there for me to laugh at.
You were there to share joy with me.
You trust me enough to share pain.
You were there to make me happy.
You were there when I'm sad.

Thank you guys and thank God I know you.

Oh and a special belated birthday to : -

NAVEENA DEAR

You were there when I needed comfort.
You were there to listen.
You were there when I need advice.
You were there to show me which road I should choose.
You were there to guide me where to go.
You were there when I needed someone.
You were there when I was insecure.
You were there when I was unhappy.
And I will treasure those moments forever.

I'm sorry I assumed you only talked to me when you needed something.
I'm sorry I didn't give you a chance to be my friend from the start.
I'm sorry if I've ever made you upset in anyway.
I just want you to know no matter what happens, I'll try my best to be there for you.

I'll try and update more?

Oh, and Hui Yi's house was DA BOMB. :D

THANK YOU HUI YI DARLING.

Help me thank your mom too :D

THANK YOU HUI YI'S MOM!!

OVER AND OUT.

1st March.

I'm turning 15 tomorrow.

I don't know WHY I'm not happy that tomorrow's my birthday.

And I had the strangest dream that the whole school will sing me a birthday song after the che ling demo on Monday. It's like, 3W singing happy birthday... then the whole school followed.

Now THAT would be cool.

Maybe I'm just nervous about going on the podium... Yea. Maybe.

Or maybe I'm just upset that I made the biggest mistake in my life.

I can't believe I'm broken hearted RIGHT before my birthday.

I'm sorry if my "HAPPY BLOG" isn't happy anymore.

And I'm sorry Vivian that I can't exactly cheer up now.

I'm sorry Calvin if I don't feel like talking to you anymore.

I'm sorry Leon that I've ever known you in my life. I really am.

... I need to lock myself in my room and sob now.

Over and out.

BACK OFF.

You know what I don't like most?

PEOPLE ASSUMING I BRING EVERYTHING FOR THEM.

And you know what makes things worse?

PEOPLE BEING NICE TO ME ONLY WHEN THEY NEED SOMETHING THAT I HAVE AND THEY DON'T.

If you can answer any of the questions above, well done, you know me! =)

And if you can answer any of the questions above, AND STILL BORROW STUFF FROM ME ALL THE TIME, well, YOU'RE JUST A BIG FAT JERK. So BACK OFF.

Even GWEN agrees. Everytime when there's something, everyone will say, "Go ask Lay Yin."

Example A.
Student A : Eh, you got glue ah?
Student B : No. Go ask Lay Yin.
Student A : Oh ya lor hor...

Example B.
Student A : Eh Lay Yin, you got tape?
Layin : Err... No, not today, sorry. But I have double sided tape.
Student A : *tooot*#$%^@! BRING ALSO CANNOT BRING GO BRING DOUBLE SIDED TAPE FOR WHAT?! Stupid is it? EESH. Eh, ANYONE ELSE GOT TAPE?
-You know who you are.-

Example C.
Student A : Eh, tissue provider, tissue? (can i have tissue)
Layin : Where's your OWN tissue?
Student A : I didn't bring.
Layin : Why do you need tissue?
Student A : I got flu. I need to blow my nose.

WHAT CRAP IS THAT?

Example D.
Student A : Layin, can I borrow tissue?
Layin : oh okay.
*5 minutes later*
Student A : Layin, can I borrow tissue again?
Layin : What FOR?
Student A : I wanna wipe away the dust.
Layin : ... Do you know other ppl NEED this tissue for MORE URGENT THINGS? (example blowing nose, toilet, bleeding, etc.)
Student A : Yea, like me?

-Why are we friends again?-

Example E.
Student A : Lay Yin, tape. (It means I need the cello tape)
Layin : ... I'm human too you know?
Student A : o.O TAPE?
Layin : *annoyed* ... I SAID I'M HUMAN TOO YOU KNOW.
Student A : I SAID I WANT TAPE LA YOH. CAN YOU SEE MY BOOK IS TORN?
Layin : *angry* SAY PLEASE LAH!
Student A : oh... Please?

No, Student A ISN'T the same person OVER AND OVER AGAIN. (Or at least, in this blog. But those PEOPLE asks things from me almost everyday.)

You wanna see how some JERKS talk to me sometimes? I know it's mean the way I discribe them, but think about it, they CAN be pretty RUDE when they don't need anything from me.

Layin : *singing to herself*
Student A : Eh Layin, singing very fun is it? *rolls eyes, being sarcastic*
Layin : *angry* Yea, you know what? IT'S WAY BETTER THAN LENDING YOU STUFF ALL THE TIME.
Student A : Oh ya lor hor, singing very fun wan. Hehehe. *innocent smile*

And you wanna see this WORSE JERK?
Girl : Layin, your hair so nice today.
Layin : err....thanks?
Girl : Can I borrow tape?

Eh, SHOOT YOU LAH. So what, if I didn't bring ANYTHING, you guys can insult me, SAY I'm not nice, think my hair is weird AND STUFF LIKE THAT LAH?

Already I have to STAND your stupid reluctant attitude in doing things, and you're trying to drive me MAD is it?

And you blame me for having mood swings? Hello? YOU GUYS ARE THE ONES CAUSING IT OKAY.

It's not that I'm not nice. I have my LIMITS TOO YOU KNOW.

But seriously, SCISSORS, GLUE, it's an EVERYDAY thing. If you don't bring once in a while, FINE. I'll be GLAD to help you. But NOOOO~ You're asking that from me ALMOST EVERY FREAKING DAY.

And you blame me for being mad at you?

It's seriously annoying, okay? ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU DON'T SAY PLEASE AND THANK YOU LIKE I'M SUPPOSED TO BRING THEM FOR YOU.

I'm your friend, NOT YOUR STUPID MAID.

I swear, if I ever, EVER hear ANYONE OF YOU PEOPLE WHO CONSTANTLY DON'T BRING YOUR OWN STUFF TO SCHOOL ASKING ME FOR THINGS AGAIN, I am gonna SCREAM. >=(


I have to bring things for the CLASS. DO YOU SEE ME DYING BECAUSE OF IT? I'M DYING COZ OF YOUR STUBBORN AND SELFISH AND IDIOTIC ACTS.

BRING YOUR OWN FREAKING THINGS TO SCHOOL.

It wont kill you, RIGHT?

Do I make myself clear?

If you say no, WE'RE NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE.

And this time, I REALLY MEAN IT.

Bring your own stupid READERS. Your own scissors, glue, YOUR STUPID TAPE IF YOU NEED IT THAT BADLY, stapler, COLOUR PENCILS, magic pen, TISSUE, etc etc ETC.

I'M SICK OF YOU GUYS ALREADY.

so GO AWAY.

The next time I hear the same person asking for the same things, I CHOOSE TO IGNORE.


Over and out.

Names - Lay Yin.

I'm really sorry about my mood swings lately. =(

Well, I'm feeling much better now. :)

I promise to be much nicer to you guys. :( Really. I'll be more patient, I SWEAR.

But don't take advantage of that. =.=

That, and 2days ago (11-2-2009 *Wed*) at 1am in the morning, I had this sudden craving to find people named "Lay Yin".
So I googled my name. :D
What a good excuse to do so, no?

I found LOADS. There's Ng Lay Yin, Lays Lay Yin (cool), Seah Lay Yin, Lay Yin Tan (www.linkedin.com/pub/6/532/198.com), Lay Yin Tang (from Japan), Lay Yin Chong etc etc. So cool, RIGHT? :D

So later on, to be more specific, I googled "Tan Lay Yin" and guess what?

I FOUND PEOPLE WITH THE SAME NAME AS I. Or at least, I found a girl called Jessica Tan Lay Yin. Wow RIGHT?

(for those of you who don't know my amazingly long name, it's Jennifer Tan Jemmaline Lay Jessica Yin. Shall I add the rest?
-Layina.
-Layin.
-Lyanna.
-Lynn.
Etc etc. *if I continue, I will NEVER finish my homework in time.)

Actually I found Jessica's blog. It was rather nice. :) And then there's another girl called Vivian Tan Lay Ying. Like, WHOA. :D She was really, really friendly. And guess what? I think she likes Jay Chou songs TOO. :D

Ah it's getting late. =/
Early, actually. :) 12.30 in the morning.

AND MY HOMEWORK'S ONLY HALF DONE.

Eesh.


Over and out.

PS : I found this too. www.thestar.com.my/education/story.asp?file=/2008/12/7/education/2654044&sec=education.com

Busy.

Okay. So maybe I DO need to take some time out to keep this blog alive.

Anyone knows how to do Blog CPR?

Mine's dying. AGAIN.

Eesh.

Okay umm lets see.

This week has been fine so far. :D

Tuesday we didn't have Sejarah and Art. *Starts dancing around crazily*

Then today we didn't have double science. :D *Continues dancing*

And gymrama seems fine.


PJK time was scary. :O
So maybe I shouldn't run and laugh loudly when I'm having cough.

Laughing = Can't breathe
Coughing = Can't breathe
Runing = Need to breathe.

Do the math.

I ended up sitting on the floor coughing and breathing at the same time.

NOT a good sign.

I blame Gwen for the laughing part.

Nevertheless, awesome week this has been.

Reminder : -

• Need to stop sending 50 messages a day.
• Get a valentine.
• Get a new crush.
• Make sure new crush is either same age, or older.
• Stop talking crap.
• Stop typing crap in blog.

I guess that's all.


Over and out.

Sick.

Like, whoa.

Who knew
(flu + cough + sore throat) + Shouting = Massive headache.

Wow, right?

KH time I had to yell at the class.

I don't get those ppl. I don't like to shout. Why can't they just listen the 1st time I ask them too?

I'm too soft? No.
Some students in the front rows were busy talking in groups.
I didn't say please?
Fine. I'll do that next time.
I was being pushy?
I wouldn't HAVE to if they just listened.

So lets start from the beginning of my very tiring day.

*Read at own risk*

Maths was okay. Not much homework. So skip that.
BM was alright. Nothing much to do. Bryan left his books behind. But we'll talk about that later.
Geo was alright. Nothing much either.

Recess. My wonderfully stupid day started there.
I gave madam the Lidra paper I printed out for her.
Apparently my handwriting was UGLY so I had to print it out.
Okay fine, so it is. BUT SHE DIDN'T HAVE TO SAY IT OUT IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE CLUB, RIGHT?

So I passed the paper. She said it looks nice. *No. It still doesn't make up for the ugly handwriting* Then, she asked me to do MORE work for Lidra.

DO I FREAKING LOOK LIKE THE PRESIDENT TO YOU? HUH? DO I? DO I!?!?!?!?!?!?

Being too nice is killing me.

I won't mind, really, if I have ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD.
It's not like I don't have other things to do right?
Other things that I am SUPPOSED to do which is MY JOB.

I didn't say no. I just took the papers, and left. Ugh. So...much...cutting...and....pasting.....

1st. She asked me to do the "LIDRA 2009" sign for the board. Yea sure.
Then she wants me to do the thingy with all the names of the ppl with a post. Fine. THEN SHE WANTS ME TO TYPE OUT THE WHOLE STUPID CLUB LIST.

Is that my job?
No.
I JUST A FREAKIN MEMBER OKAY.
Where's the secretary?
Form rep?
ANYBODY???

I just thank God Ashwin was nice enough to help me with those stuff.

THANK YOU

ASHWIN.

I'm supposed to HELP OUT.
Not DO EVERY FREAKING THING FOR EVERYBODY.

Fine. Whatever. Moving on.

Prep was okay. I spent that time cutting and pasting those papers.
Gwen helped a little.
English we did scrap book. :)
Science, was okay. I'm GENEROUS. x) *ahem Blood type : O*

Lunch time. Ran around passing books up. Gwen helped. again.

KH time. Do you know how many freaking times a girl monitor has to SCREAM to get the class to listen?
Oh no wait, you don't.

Well, a lot of times.

And let me just tell you a random fact about myself.

I get very, VERY, VERY annoyed EASILY when I'm sick.

And lucky you, I have flu, cough AND sore throat.

And after today, my head hurts badly.

And you know, it WOULD help if you tell your monitor that you didn't bring your books when he or she is collecting them.

It is VERY annoying if you JUST. KEEP. QUIET.

And it's okay if you've done any of the above to me. Really, it's okay. Just please, PLEASE don't do it again?


Over and out.

Tay Lay Yin.

You people have issues with my name. =(


See? SEE?? That's my donation form!! :D

Tada... 23 ppl!! hehe. x)

I bet you just went up to check the 1st picture to see whether my name was spelled wrongly or not.

And if you didn't.. You just did.

Is it really that hard to spell my name correctly ah?

And you know what? LAST YEAR'S LEO CARNIVAL THEY SPELLED MY NAME WRONGLY TOO.

T.T everyone hates me.

Over and out.