Idiotic post.

Dear Layin,
(Aww... "Dear" huh? how SWEET.. :D)

Last year, was the year i met you..
You were the nicest person whom i have ever met
you had the lamest jokes
The loveliest singing voice i have ever heard
(you're right.. you ARE good at BS-ing!! :D)

I told myself that i was the one of the luckiest person in the whole world to be one of your close friend.....
(yep. A pro alright.)




but then
when love broke loose
(when WHAT?? o.O)


our friendship went of that split second
*snap*
(Actually. It took months for me to realize you're annoying. so yea.)


I felt so sad and miserable..
(And I felt so miserable knowing you.)


And to think I actually liked talking to you last time...
(Hope you're happy we wont be talking anymore now! :D)


So I'm letting you know how I feel...
(Don't get me started on how I feel.)

What the F*** is your problem?! (You wanna know? Okay. You are.) I mean you have a boyfriend and you start being rude to me. (O.o so you're saying... getting a boyfriend made me rude to you. wha?) I mean you nvr apologized to me. (for getting a boyfriend?) For example, you don't apologize to people directly but instead , you apologize through your F*** stupid gay boyfriend of yours indirectly. (One, how did i apologize through him? Two. You're calling some innocent guy gay and stupid. And you say I'M rude?) I mean, who is dumb enough to do that?!!!! You, of course..... (You're calling me dumb AND rude.. Anyone who agrees? Well, there is one more line after this.. but i can't remember.)


My mom was right (what does your mom have to do with anything?)
You are a attention getter (1st of all, your grammar. 2nd, speak for yourself.)
You get attention from ppl bout talking bout your"miserable " life.
(1. My life has nothing to do with you. At least, ANYMORE.
2. If you can't take me trusting you with my personal life, then just walk away already.
3. You have no rights to rank my life.
4. You honestly want me to start with how YOU get attention?)


I mean don't you consider yourself lucky??
(to know you? No, not anymore.)
You know that there are children around our age who doesn't have parents
(yeah. they're called ORPHANS sweetheart.)
and you talk bad bout ur parents
(And you called your mom CRAZY! :D And THEN YOU CRIED! :D Exhibit A for "attention getting".)


For example you complained about your birthday.
(I see you're the wrong person to complain to.)
You know there are orphans who doesn't have parents? (yes. which is why they're called orphans.) You have parents and you complain about them! (Doesn't everyone? I mean, YOU definitely complained about them.) I mean, some of them might never had celebrated their birthdays, or had a cake in their lives... And some of them might not even know their own birthday! (And your mom knows yours, remembers yours, celebrated yours, bought you a cake.... and you called her crazy. Makes sense..)



i tried to get our friendship back how, you may ask?
(Not gonna ask how. Will asking something else tho - what friendship?)
Well, i VOLUNTEERED to buy your birthday cake!!!!!
(Yes. And I said thank you. Blogged about you. Thanked you publicly. What more do you want? me to kneel in front of you saying how awesome you are in front of the whole school?)
Tho there is one more person who din pay and i duno who... (Are you trying to be funny or showing everyone you hold grudges?)

I told you that i will be there for you and support when you hv a boyfriend...
(OH. THAT EXPLAINS WHY YOU CALLED HIM GAY. =.=)
I have always supported you because you are my close friend and i dun wan to lose our friendship...
(Which is why you called my boyfriend gay and stupid, called me rude and dumb.)


Well you know what?
(what?)


I AM BOUT TO TELL THE WORLD BOUT IT...
(O.o my secret? I feel like Hannah Montana now.)
Yep i am and there is no way that you are gonna stop me
(unless i fly to your house and give you one tight slap, which is what i feel like doing)
well, here's goes...


XXX AND TAN LAY YIN ARE TOGETHER!!!!
(Yep. You're a good friend alright. So good, i never want to see your face again.)

Tan layin is a *fills in blank* and i hate the way she treats me.
(What a friend. And you have the nerve to apologize?)

And to top it all off , i used to like her boyfriend...
(What does THIS have to do with anything?)


XXX,
If you are reading this, then fine! I used to like you for 2 whole years even before she liked you.. so Tan Layin , if you are sad , go cry to your little gay boyfriend!!!
(already did, thanks. Is this how you treat your ex-crushes? No wonder you're single.)



Layin, i have one request to ask of you...
(yea?)

Is it that hard for you and I to get back our friendship?
(Well.. after all these.. what do you think?)
Because i totally miss talking to u......
(So because you miss talking to me, you called me a b*tch, crapped about my boyfriend, said bad things about me, tell me your mom doesn't like me, let out my secrets and totally ruined my life...)




P.S. Readers ,

if you think that i am a bitch
I am not
I am just letting out of my chest because i have been in this situation for 4-5 months!!!!!
(so you chose to blog and tell everyone my secret.)
And please dun ignore me
i have feelings like you ppl do....
(Yes. I have feelings. So how do you think I'm feeling after reading what you typed?)
I juz dun like the way she treats me...
(I just don't like you.)



CHEERIOSSS!!!





*****
Black was what that PERSON wrote. Red is what i want to say.

You voiced out. So why can't I?

Just that I won't sink as LOW as YOU did.

My friend said you did that out of pure hatred.
I said that you did that without a brain.
And my statement makes more sense.
No?


Just so you know?

- I don't need you.
- I'm happier off without you.
- Your post gave me a good reason to say "Get lost.".
- You brought this up upon yourself.
- I want nothing more to do with you.
- Leave me and my life alone. You're no longer welcome.
- Stop asking stupid questions.

Anything else i want to say?
I don't care about cookies.

Don't give me that dumb look.

Acting dumb doesn't solve anything. It just makes you look stupid idiotic.... I'll put it in words you understand... DUMB.

No, you're not cute.

You're not funny either.

Pay attention when i tell the class something. I do NOT like repeating myself.

Laughing at your own lame jokes is just plain WEIRD.

And stop apologizing. God, I KNOW YOU DESERVE THIS ALREADY. =.=

And honestly? Jump off a building for all i care already. I'm not being mean. You pushed me this far. At least I've one less problem to worry about after that. No sorry. I'd be FREE after that.

YOU threatened suicide if i don't talk to you. I regretted not letting you just do so
I'M gonna suicide now AFTER talking to you. Being too nice will kill me one day.

Seriously,
How long more and how much more are you going to lie?
From what i see, as long as you're alive.
Come to think of it, the suicide issue isn't such a bad idea.

I wouldn't mind if you tell me the truth.
But no, you chose to lie. And every(stupid)thing else.
And so? I choose to not care about you AT ALL.
*Unless regarding to IMPORTANT class issue*
NOTE : IMPORTANT. SOMETHING YOU DON'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND.

You don't do something wrong then LIE AND BLAME OTHERS.

You don't do something wrong then FAKE A STORY AND GET SOMEONE ELSE IN TROUBLE.

And? You CERTAINLY DO NOT LIE WHEN PPL TAKE THE TIME OUT TO TALK TO YOU DESPITE HOW MUCH THEY DON'T WANT TO.
This just shows that I've wasted my time, learnt my lesson, AND WILL NEVER SPEAK TO YOU AGAIN. SO STOP PICKING UP USELESS TOPICS TO TALK TO ME ALREADY.



I mean, HAVE YOU NO SHAME?
You'd probably ask, "Layin....wat is shame yea? o.O" AND THEN GIVE ME THAT STUPID DUMB/BLANK LOOK.
==' So let me save your time wondering and just tell you...


IT'S SOMETHING YOU LACK.





Over and out.

What friends?

Ever heard of the word TRUST?

I know who you are and what you did.

Trusted you to enter a private blog. And this is what happens?

Well.. Actually i have to thank you. What you did reminded me not to be so careless when dealing with personal stuff. And what you did made me realize that friends like you, I'm better off without.

It's a private blog for goodness sake.

WHY ON EARTH DO YOU THINK IT'S

PRIVATE?

It's PRIVATE because there are stuff inside that can't be revealed.
It's PRIVATE because what is inside, shouldn't be exposed.
It's PRIVATE because what it contains, IS SENSITIVE.
It's PRIVATE because the things inside ARE SUPPOSED TO BE KEPT A SECRET.
It's PRIVATE because I DON'T WANT THE WHOLE WORLD TO FREAKING KNOW.

And you?
I trusted you enough to let you enter my private blog.
I trusted you enough to let you know about my private life.
I trusted you enough to let you know the REAL me.
I trusted you enough to let you know what's going on.
I trusted you enough to let you show you I HAVE a private blog.
I trusted you enough to constantly update you on what i've been doing lately.
I trusted you enough with information not everybody knows.
I trusted you enough with my personal life.

AND YOU FREAKING BLEW IT.

Not your fault, really. It's mostly mine.

So i was careless. I should've checked who was allowed to enter before posting such things in my blog. So thanks. I've learnt my lesson. No one's allowed in my private blog anymore.

You know who you are if you understand what this post is all about. I can't believe jerks like you exists in my LIFE. Yes. I have a life. But do YOU?

With friends like you, who needs enemies? Oh. no sorry. Wrong question. WHAT FRIENDS?

Real friends accept you for who you really are. You? Pfft you're lucky that i even KNOW you.

I can be harsh. And the reason i post this, is not to make YOU feel bad.

I'm posting this to warn others about their private blogs.

If you have a private blog, limit the amount of people who can enter.
If you have a private blog, make sure you check who's allowed in from time to time.
If you have a private blog, allow those who don't gossip in ONLY.
If you have a private blog, be sure your friends can be TRUSTED.
If you have a private blog, the best thing is to only let your best friend view it.


Just because we were once friends, doesn't mean you have to pull me down like this.

And just because i still treat you as a friend (yes i wonder why), DOESN'T MEAN I'M NOT MAD.


Over and out.

BACK OFF.

You know what I don't like most?

PEOPLE ASSUMING I BRING EVERYTHING FOR THEM.

And you know what makes things worse?

PEOPLE BEING NICE TO ME ONLY WHEN THEY NEED SOMETHING THAT I HAVE AND THEY DON'T.

If you can answer any of the questions above, well done, you know me! =)

And if you can answer any of the questions above, AND STILL BORROW STUFF FROM ME ALL THE TIME, well, YOU'RE JUST A BIG FAT JERK. So BACK OFF.

Even GWEN agrees. Everytime when there's something, everyone will say, "Go ask Lay Yin."

Example A.
Student A : Eh, you got glue ah?
Student B : No. Go ask Lay Yin.
Student A : Oh ya lor hor...

Example B.
Student A : Eh Lay Yin, you got tape?
Layin : Err... No, not today, sorry. But I have double sided tape.
Student A : *tooot*#$%^@! BRING ALSO CANNOT BRING GO BRING DOUBLE SIDED TAPE FOR WHAT?! Stupid is it? EESH. Eh, ANYONE ELSE GOT TAPE?
-You know who you are.-

Example C.
Student A : Eh, tissue provider, tissue? (can i have tissue)
Layin : Where's your OWN tissue?
Student A : I didn't bring.
Layin : Why do you need tissue?
Student A : I got flu. I need to blow my nose.

WHAT CRAP IS THAT?

Example D.
Student A : Layin, can I borrow tissue?
Layin : oh okay.
*5 minutes later*
Student A : Layin, can I borrow tissue again?
Layin : What FOR?
Student A : I wanna wipe away the dust.
Layin : ... Do you know other ppl NEED this tissue for MORE URGENT THINGS? (example blowing nose, toilet, bleeding, etc.)
Student A : Yea, like me?

-Why are we friends again?-

Example E.
Student A : Lay Yin, tape. (It means I need the cello tape)
Layin : ... I'm human too you know?
Student A : o.O TAPE?
Layin : *annoyed* ... I SAID I'M HUMAN TOO YOU KNOW.
Student A : I SAID I WANT TAPE LA YOH. CAN YOU SEE MY BOOK IS TORN?
Layin : *angry* SAY PLEASE LAH!
Student A : oh... Please?

No, Student A ISN'T the same person OVER AND OVER AGAIN. (Or at least, in this blog. But those PEOPLE asks things from me almost everyday.)

You wanna see how some JERKS talk to me sometimes? I know it's mean the way I discribe them, but think about it, they CAN be pretty RUDE when they don't need anything from me.

Layin : *singing to herself*
Student A : Eh Layin, singing very fun is it? *rolls eyes, being sarcastic*
Layin : *angry* Yea, you know what? IT'S WAY BETTER THAN LENDING YOU STUFF ALL THE TIME.
Student A : Oh ya lor hor, singing very fun wan. Hehehe. *innocent smile*

And you wanna see this WORSE JERK?
Girl : Layin, your hair so nice today.
Layin : err....thanks?
Girl : Can I borrow tape?

Eh, SHOOT YOU LAH. So what, if I didn't bring ANYTHING, you guys can insult me, SAY I'm not nice, think my hair is weird AND STUFF LIKE THAT LAH?

Already I have to STAND your stupid reluctant attitude in doing things, and you're trying to drive me MAD is it?

And you blame me for having mood swings? Hello? YOU GUYS ARE THE ONES CAUSING IT OKAY.

It's not that I'm not nice. I have my LIMITS TOO YOU KNOW.

But seriously, SCISSORS, GLUE, it's an EVERYDAY thing. If you don't bring once in a while, FINE. I'll be GLAD to help you. But NOOOO~ You're asking that from me ALMOST EVERY FREAKING DAY.

And you blame me for being mad at you?

It's seriously annoying, okay? ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU DON'T SAY PLEASE AND THANK YOU LIKE I'M SUPPOSED TO BRING THEM FOR YOU.

I'm your friend, NOT YOUR STUPID MAID.

I swear, if I ever, EVER hear ANYONE OF YOU PEOPLE WHO CONSTANTLY DON'T BRING YOUR OWN STUFF TO SCHOOL ASKING ME FOR THINGS AGAIN, I am gonna SCREAM. >=(


I have to bring things for the CLASS. DO YOU SEE ME DYING BECAUSE OF IT? I'M DYING COZ OF YOUR STUBBORN AND SELFISH AND IDIOTIC ACTS.

BRING YOUR OWN FREAKING THINGS TO SCHOOL.

It wont kill you, RIGHT?

Do I make myself clear?

If you say no, WE'RE NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE.

And this time, I REALLY MEAN IT.

Bring your own stupid READERS. Your own scissors, glue, YOUR STUPID TAPE IF YOU NEED IT THAT BADLY, stapler, COLOUR PENCILS, magic pen, TISSUE, etc etc ETC.

I'M SICK OF YOU GUYS ALREADY.

so GO AWAY.

The next time I hear the same person asking for the same things, I CHOOSE TO IGNORE.


Over and out.