1st March.

I'm turning 15 tomorrow.

I don't know WHY I'm not happy that tomorrow's my birthday.

And I had the strangest dream that the whole school will sing me a birthday song after the che ling demo on Monday. It's like, 3W singing happy birthday... then the whole school followed.

Now THAT would be cool.

Maybe I'm just nervous about going on the podium... Yea. Maybe.

Or maybe I'm just upset that I made the biggest mistake in my life.

I can't believe I'm broken hearted RIGHT before my birthday.

I'm sorry if my "HAPPY BLOG" isn't happy anymore.

And I'm sorry Vivian that I can't exactly cheer up now.

I'm sorry Calvin if I don't feel like talking to you anymore.

I'm sorry Leon that I've ever known you in my life. I really am.

... I need to lock myself in my room and sob now.

Over and out.

BACK OFF.

You know what I don't like most?

PEOPLE ASSUMING I BRING EVERYTHING FOR THEM.

And you know what makes things worse?

PEOPLE BEING NICE TO ME ONLY WHEN THEY NEED SOMETHING THAT I HAVE AND THEY DON'T.

If you can answer any of the questions above, well done, you know me! =)

And if you can answer any of the questions above, AND STILL BORROW STUFF FROM ME ALL THE TIME, well, YOU'RE JUST A BIG FAT JERK. So BACK OFF.

Even GWEN agrees. Everytime when there's something, everyone will say, "Go ask Lay Yin."

Example A.
Student A : Eh, you got glue ah?
Student B : No. Go ask Lay Yin.
Student A : Oh ya lor hor...

Example B.
Student A : Eh Lay Yin, you got tape?
Layin : Err... No, not today, sorry. But I have double sided tape.
Student A : *tooot*#$%^@! BRING ALSO CANNOT BRING GO BRING DOUBLE SIDED TAPE FOR WHAT?! Stupid is it? EESH. Eh, ANYONE ELSE GOT TAPE?
-You know who you are.-

Example C.
Student A : Eh, tissue provider, tissue? (can i have tissue)
Layin : Where's your OWN tissue?
Student A : I didn't bring.
Layin : Why do you need tissue?
Student A : I got flu. I need to blow my nose.

WHAT CRAP IS THAT?

Example D.
Student A : Layin, can I borrow tissue?
Layin : oh okay.
*5 minutes later*
Student A : Layin, can I borrow tissue again?
Layin : What FOR?
Student A : I wanna wipe away the dust.
Layin : ... Do you know other ppl NEED this tissue for MORE URGENT THINGS? (example blowing nose, toilet, bleeding, etc.)
Student A : Yea, like me?

-Why are we friends again?-

Example E.
Student A : Lay Yin, tape. (It means I need the cello tape)
Layin : ... I'm human too you know?
Student A : o.O TAPE?
Layin : *annoyed* ... I SAID I'M HUMAN TOO YOU KNOW.
Student A : I SAID I WANT TAPE LA YOH. CAN YOU SEE MY BOOK IS TORN?
Layin : *angry* SAY PLEASE LAH!
Student A : oh... Please?

No, Student A ISN'T the same person OVER AND OVER AGAIN. (Or at least, in this blog. But those PEOPLE asks things from me almost everyday.)

You wanna see how some JERKS talk to me sometimes? I know it's mean the way I discribe them, but think about it, they CAN be pretty RUDE when they don't need anything from me.

Layin : *singing to herself*
Student A : Eh Layin, singing very fun is it? *rolls eyes, being sarcastic*
Layin : *angry* Yea, you know what? IT'S WAY BETTER THAN LENDING YOU STUFF ALL THE TIME.
Student A : Oh ya lor hor, singing very fun wan. Hehehe. *innocent smile*

And you wanna see this WORSE JERK?
Girl : Layin, your hair so nice today.
Layin : err....thanks?
Girl : Can I borrow tape?

Eh, SHOOT YOU LAH. So what, if I didn't bring ANYTHING, you guys can insult me, SAY I'm not nice, think my hair is weird AND STUFF LIKE THAT LAH?

Already I have to STAND your stupid reluctant attitude in doing things, and you're trying to drive me MAD is it?

And you blame me for having mood swings? Hello? YOU GUYS ARE THE ONES CAUSING IT OKAY.

It's not that I'm not nice. I have my LIMITS TOO YOU KNOW.

But seriously, SCISSORS, GLUE, it's an EVERYDAY thing. If you don't bring once in a while, FINE. I'll be GLAD to help you. But NOOOO~ You're asking that from me ALMOST EVERY FREAKING DAY.

And you blame me for being mad at you?

It's seriously annoying, okay? ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU DON'T SAY PLEASE AND THANK YOU LIKE I'M SUPPOSED TO BRING THEM FOR YOU.

I'm your friend, NOT YOUR STUPID MAID.

I swear, if I ever, EVER hear ANYONE OF YOU PEOPLE WHO CONSTANTLY DON'T BRING YOUR OWN STUFF TO SCHOOL ASKING ME FOR THINGS AGAIN, I am gonna SCREAM. >=(


I have to bring things for the CLASS. DO YOU SEE ME DYING BECAUSE OF IT? I'M DYING COZ OF YOUR STUBBORN AND SELFISH AND IDIOTIC ACTS.

BRING YOUR OWN FREAKING THINGS TO SCHOOL.

It wont kill you, RIGHT?

Do I make myself clear?

If you say no, WE'RE NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE.

And this time, I REALLY MEAN IT.

Bring your own stupid READERS. Your own scissors, glue, YOUR STUPID TAPE IF YOU NEED IT THAT BADLY, stapler, COLOUR PENCILS, magic pen, TISSUE, etc etc ETC.

I'M SICK OF YOU GUYS ALREADY.

so GO AWAY.

The next time I hear the same person asking for the same things, I CHOOSE TO IGNORE.


Over and out.

Layyin.

You know what?

I need clicking lessons.

Seems like I can't click something WITHOUT clicking twice...

Argh. So everytime when I send a message in the chatbox, TWO same messages are sent.

Eesh.

Today was okay. Art was (amazingly), FINE. x) Didn't get scolded.

That, and my day was AWESOME.

So maybe it didn't start off well. But it had a splendid ending.

Just a random fact,

I don't think me having so many names is cool. I mean. YEA, I DO LA. I mean. ARGH. I wanna be proud of myself. Just for once. I have them for special reasons. Amanda's mom gave me the name 'Lynn'. My Australian 'parents' gave me the name 'Ling'. Arthur gave me the name 'Layin'. Uncle Alan gave me the name 'Jennifer'. And I know it's lame. But I like it a lot. Fine, so maybe it's rather complicated when I have to introduce myself. And it's rather hard for me to remember what name you use to call me. But I love my name. Every one of them. =)

*no offence to anyone who thinks it's lame*

And my birthday wish came true. I finally had a proper conversation with another girl called Lay Yin. 6 years. Since 1st March 2002. (not 7 coz it's not March yet)

*ahem* quote quote "I wish to have specs when I grow up (OMG. DON'T ASK WHY. I SO REGRET WISHING THAT NOW) and talk to a nice person called Lay Yin." - note : It's translated. Actually the name part I wrote my Chinese name, but nyeh, close enough.

- wo zhang da hou *when i grow up* yao ke yi *(I) want to be able to* dai yan jing *wear specs* he zao yi ge hen hao de ren *and find a very nice person* jiao li ying *called Lay Yin* jiao peng you *and make friends* -

And you think writing diaries since young is bad. Pfft. So making friends is a little too much. =) Talking online is fine enough.

I take my thoughts back. Jessica (Layyin) was friendly after all. And I kinda like the way she calls me 'girl'. :) It reminds me of Darius. It's rather weird though, when we call each other. I feel like I'm calling myself. And she feels like she's talking to herself too. HAHAHAHA. :D

God, I thank You for giving me the sudden urge to find people named Lay Yin. Or I'd never have come upon Jessica and Vivian who were so nice to me the whole time. And I thank You for letting me find my childhood diary again before it was sold to the old-news-paper-man.

I'm really sorry I thought she wasn't the friendliest person to know before knowing her well. She is friendly. And OOOH. Pretty too. *envy envy*

And Layyin's right. I SHOULD blog what I want. =/

So THERE.

STOP. TELLING. ME. THE. MISTAKES. I. HAVE. DONE. OVER. AND. OVER. AGAIN. LIKE. YOU'RE. SO. GREAT.

you know who you are.


O.o So random. But yeah, I just wanna spill that out.

There. Felling all better. :D


Over and out.


*Dear Layyin,

I promise I wont use your name to talk to your friends or reply your messages or invade your life in any way at all. A promise is a promise. So no need to worry.

-Layin.*

Running for other people's lives.

YES. TODAY WAS THE CROSS COUNTRY DAY.

Not to mention valentines day.

No, I didn't hold hands with a guy. =.=

So cross country was fun. :D

It was held at Lake Gardens. (again) And this time, I didn't have to wake up at 6! :D Uhh. But still, 6.30 was early too. Haha. 30 minutes extra sleeping-time! =D

So everyone was there. The stupid grassland was muddy and damp, just like last year. I got bitten by insects, just like last year. And I came home with aches everywhere. JUST LIKE LAST YEAR.

And you know what?

IT'S GONNA REPEAT ALL OVER AGAIN NEXT YEAR.

But I had laughs.

Prime : I like the part where the guy said something about fresh air.
Layin : Yea, me too...
Prime : I disagree.
Layin : HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

It was true. Some parts of the route smells like, uhh... rotten leaves.

Prime : Hey, do you know how to insult someone without them knowing?
Layin : No, how?
Damien : Yea, how?
Prime : I'm sorry. You're not smart enough to know this.

HAHAHAHAHAHA. omg. AND AND AND...

Prime : Is it hot here, or is it you?
Layin : Err....
Prime : Oh no wait, IT'S ME. =D

Oh OHHHH. :D

Layin : *exhausted* Prime, would you mind if you have a 50kg girl on your back while you run to the finish line? (Meaning 'will you carry me all the way to the finish line?')
Prime : Err.. yes, i do.
Layin : Aww. =(
Prime : How would YOU mind having a 75kg boy on your back all the way to the finishing line?
Layin : Err. NO THANK YOU.

HAHAHAHAHA. omg xD


Thank you, Prime for the wonderful time in Lake Gardens! :D

*I'm so sorry I ran off after the cross country to the play ground. I'm still a kid, ya know? xD

*lalalalala*

Over and out.

Names - Lay Yin.

I'm really sorry about my mood swings lately. =(

Well, I'm feeling much better now. :)

I promise to be much nicer to you guys. :( Really. I'll be more patient, I SWEAR.

But don't take advantage of that. =.=

That, and 2days ago (11-2-2009 *Wed*) at 1am in the morning, I had this sudden craving to find people named "Lay Yin".
So I googled my name. :D
What a good excuse to do so, no?

I found LOADS. There's Ng Lay Yin, Lays Lay Yin (cool), Seah Lay Yin, Lay Yin Tan (www.linkedin.com/pub/6/532/198.com), Lay Yin Tang (from Japan), Lay Yin Chong etc etc. So cool, RIGHT? :D

So later on, to be more specific, I googled "Tan Lay Yin" and guess what?

I FOUND PEOPLE WITH THE SAME NAME AS I. Or at least, I found a girl called Jessica Tan Lay Yin. Wow RIGHT?

(for those of you who don't know my amazingly long name, it's Jennifer Tan Jemmaline Lay Jessica Yin. Shall I add the rest?
-Layina.
-Layin.
-Lyanna.
-Lynn.
Etc etc. *if I continue, I will NEVER finish my homework in time.)

Actually I found Jessica's blog. It was rather nice. :) And then there's another girl called Vivian Tan Lay Ying. Like, WHOA. :D She was really, really friendly. And guess what? I think she likes Jay Chou songs TOO. :D

Ah it's getting late. =/
Early, actually. :) 12.30 in the morning.

AND MY HOMEWORK'S ONLY HALF DONE.

Eesh.


Over and out.

PS : I found this too. www.thestar.com.my/education/story.asp?file=/2008/12/7/education/2654044&sec=education.com

Busy.

Okay. So maybe I DO need to take some time out to keep this blog alive.

Anyone knows how to do Blog CPR?

Mine's dying. AGAIN.

Eesh.

Okay umm lets see.

This week has been fine so far. :D

Tuesday we didn't have Sejarah and Art. *Starts dancing around crazily*

Then today we didn't have double science. :D *Continues dancing*

And gymrama seems fine.


PJK time was scary. :O
So maybe I shouldn't run and laugh loudly when I'm having cough.

Laughing = Can't breathe
Coughing = Can't breathe
Runing = Need to breathe.

Do the math.

I ended up sitting on the floor coughing and breathing at the same time.

NOT a good sign.

I blame Gwen for the laughing part.

Nevertheless, awesome week this has been.

Reminder : -

• Need to stop sending 50 messages a day.
• Get a valentine.
• Get a new crush.
• Make sure new crush is either same age, or older.
• Stop talking crap.
• Stop typing crap in blog.

I guess that's all.


Over and out.

Sick.

Like, whoa.

Who knew
(flu + cough + sore throat) + Shouting = Massive headache.

Wow, right?

KH time I had to yell at the class.

I don't get those ppl. I don't like to shout. Why can't they just listen the 1st time I ask them too?

I'm too soft? No.
Some students in the front rows were busy talking in groups.
I didn't say please?
Fine. I'll do that next time.
I was being pushy?
I wouldn't HAVE to if they just listened.

So lets start from the beginning of my very tiring day.

*Read at own risk*

Maths was okay. Not much homework. So skip that.
BM was alright. Nothing much to do. Bryan left his books behind. But we'll talk about that later.
Geo was alright. Nothing much either.

Recess. My wonderfully stupid day started there.
I gave madam the Lidra paper I printed out for her.
Apparently my handwriting was UGLY so I had to print it out.
Okay fine, so it is. BUT SHE DIDN'T HAVE TO SAY IT OUT IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE CLUB, RIGHT?

So I passed the paper. She said it looks nice. *No. It still doesn't make up for the ugly handwriting* Then, she asked me to do MORE work for Lidra.

DO I FREAKING LOOK LIKE THE PRESIDENT TO YOU? HUH? DO I? DO I!?!?!?!?!?!?

Being too nice is killing me.

I won't mind, really, if I have ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD.
It's not like I don't have other things to do right?
Other things that I am SUPPOSED to do which is MY JOB.

I didn't say no. I just took the papers, and left. Ugh. So...much...cutting...and....pasting.....

1st. She asked me to do the "LIDRA 2009" sign for the board. Yea sure.
Then she wants me to do the thingy with all the names of the ppl with a post. Fine. THEN SHE WANTS ME TO TYPE OUT THE WHOLE STUPID CLUB LIST.

Is that my job?
No.
I JUST A FREAKIN MEMBER OKAY.
Where's the secretary?
Form rep?
ANYBODY???

I just thank God Ashwin was nice enough to help me with those stuff.

THANK YOU

ASHWIN.

I'm supposed to HELP OUT.
Not DO EVERY FREAKING THING FOR EVERYBODY.

Fine. Whatever. Moving on.

Prep was okay. I spent that time cutting and pasting those papers.
Gwen helped a little.
English we did scrap book. :)
Science, was okay. I'm GENEROUS. x) *ahem Blood type : O*

Lunch time. Ran around passing books up. Gwen helped. again.

KH time. Do you know how many freaking times a girl monitor has to SCREAM to get the class to listen?
Oh no wait, you don't.

Well, a lot of times.

And let me just tell you a random fact about myself.

I get very, VERY, VERY annoyed EASILY when I'm sick.

And lucky you, I have flu, cough AND sore throat.

And after today, my head hurts badly.

And you know, it WOULD help if you tell your monitor that you didn't bring your books when he or she is collecting them.

It is VERY annoying if you JUST. KEEP. QUIET.

And it's okay if you've done any of the above to me. Really, it's okay. Just please, PLEASE don't do it again?


Over and out.