Lay Yin's Birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR LAY YIN.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

Wheee~ No. For those of you who think I'm perasan enough to sing to myself, yes I'm that perasan. But no, my birthday was 22 days ago. thanks for forgetting.


Dear Lay Yin,

So maybe you might not have gotten everything you want. But as they say, "try and try again.".
You were kind enough to give me that only chance to be your friend.
You trusted me in personal information.
You were super nice to me the whole time.
And you would be the most special person I've ever, ever talked to. That's a promise.


Hey, I'm sure YOU (yes, you) wont go around meeting someone with the exact same name as yourself, OKAY? =.=

I don't know what more to say, as I've only just met you.
But I do hope maybe one day, MAYBE. We'll be friends. =)
Then maybe I'll get a chance to really get to know you.
But from what I know, you're...

Caring. You care about how ppl feel even tho you don't know them.
Polite. You have never ever said anything mean before.
Determined. You're willing to try again.
Sweet. You gave someone you barely know compliments and made her smile.


Have a very happy birthday. =) And I'm sorry if my card is late. I kinda... well. Didn't have enough time to finish everything.

So yea.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAY YIN.

Keep on smiling k? =)

Over and out.

Miserable Birthday.

My birthday was depressing then ever much?

Only my friends remembered my birthday.
Oh. and my MAID.

My dad was outstation, AGAIN.
My mom forgot my birthday, AGAIN.
My brother doesn't know my birthday AT ALL.

*sigh* Who needs them, right?

Oh. It wasn't that depressing until it started raining, THE WHOLE DAY.

And well, my birthday wasn't much to remember. It wasn't what you called A MEMORABLE DAY. but it was supposed to be

So the whole day I was smsing ppl. It was the only way to keep me busy from thinking about how MISERABLE my birthday was.

So maybe it won't sound miserable to you. But it was to me, VERY.

Morning, and whole afternoon, I spent my time in my room smsing ppl. People like Duckie, Zhi Pei, Xin Yuan and Calvin.

And besides, I hate thunderstorms, it was raining cats and dogs outside. And lightning lit the sky like fireworks while thunder roar the whole time. =.=

Oh and you know what?

LEON FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY. That doesn't help things AT ALL. Yea, so much for that present you want to give me, or should I say WANTED. Arthur and Wei Ren forgot my birthday too... Thanks, guys. *rolls eyes* you make me SO happy. And yes, being sarcastic makes me feel better, actually.

Evening time, my dad came home. I'm surprised. He brought us to dinner. The restaurant he wanted to take us to was FULL. That made him rather annoyed.

So in the end, we decided to have pizza for dinner. My mom wasn't very happy with that idea but she ate in silence anyway. She doesn't like fast food. I know coz she started complaining the next day. And on the way to Pizza Hut, coz it was raining, the traffic was BAD. My dad got very very very angry and well, you know the rest. *sigh* The rain died down eventually, and we arrived at Pizza Hut with only a few drips of raindrops on our shirts.

BUT THEN. When we were about to walk to our car, IT STARTED POURING ALL OVER.

Heck. I got SOAKED coming back from dinner. No wait. MY WHOLE FAMILY got soaked.

Thanks, God. =.= THANKS.

My brother got annoyed. My mom wasn't very happy. My dad was FURIOUS. And me? I got ill.

I got ill on my BIRTHDAY. How nice, NO? =.=

Only school made me feel better. I got presents. A pencil case (PINK. :D) from Hui Yi, a monkey T-shirt from who else? GWEN. An AWESOME drawing and yummy desserts from Zhi Pei, Brownie, from Boon Ling, Chocolates and Patches from Jun Hou and last but not least, Swisheey from Wee Teck.

Tho I WAS looking forward to a surprised party. Even tho I was totally over it. I was rather hoping for one to make up for that unmemorable birthday at home.

Ah well. Sad birthdays never end happily.

I'm sorry I haven't been updated. Exams just ended. Oh and...

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHI PEI

AND GWEN

AND HUI YI, DARLINGS. :D

Thanks for being such an awesome friend you guys. Love you ALL. :D

You were there for me when I need you.
You were there for me when I don't.
You were there for me to cry on.
You were there for me to laugh at.
You were there to share joy with me.
You trust me enough to share pain.
You were there to make me happy.
You were there when I'm sad.

Thank you guys and thank God I know you.

Oh and a special belated birthday to : -

NAVEENA DEAR

You were there when I needed comfort.
You were there to listen.
You were there when I need advice.
You were there to show me which road I should choose.
You were there to guide me where to go.
You were there when I needed someone.
You were there when I was insecure.
You were there when I was unhappy.
And I will treasure those moments forever.

I'm sorry I assumed you only talked to me when you needed something.
I'm sorry I didn't give you a chance to be my friend from the start.
I'm sorry if I've ever made you upset in anyway.
I just want you to know no matter what happens, I'll try my best to be there for you.

I'll try and update more?

Oh, and Hui Yi's house was DA BOMB. :D

THANK YOU HUI YI DARLING.

Help me thank your mom too :D

THANK YOU HUI YI'S MOM!!

OVER AND OUT.

1st March.

I'm turning 15 tomorrow.

I don't know WHY I'm not happy that tomorrow's my birthday.

And I had the strangest dream that the whole school will sing me a birthday song after the che ling demo on Monday. It's like, 3W singing happy birthday... then the whole school followed.

Now THAT would be cool.

Maybe I'm just nervous about going on the podium... Yea. Maybe.

Or maybe I'm just upset that I made the biggest mistake in my life.

I can't believe I'm broken hearted RIGHT before my birthday.

I'm sorry if my "HAPPY BLOG" isn't happy anymore.

And I'm sorry Vivian that I can't exactly cheer up now.

I'm sorry Calvin if I don't feel like talking to you anymore.

I'm sorry Leon that I've ever known you in my life. I really am.

... I need to lock myself in my room and sob now.

Over and out.

BACK OFF.

You know what I don't like most?

PEOPLE ASSUMING I BRING EVERYTHING FOR THEM.

And you know what makes things worse?

PEOPLE BEING NICE TO ME ONLY WHEN THEY NEED SOMETHING THAT I HAVE AND THEY DON'T.

If you can answer any of the questions above, well done, you know me! =)

And if you can answer any of the questions above, AND STILL BORROW STUFF FROM ME ALL THE TIME, well, YOU'RE JUST A BIG FAT JERK. So BACK OFF.

Even GWEN agrees. Everytime when there's something, everyone will say, "Go ask Lay Yin."

Example A.
Student A : Eh, you got glue ah?
Student B : No. Go ask Lay Yin.
Student A : Oh ya lor hor...

Example B.
Student A : Eh Lay Yin, you got tape?
Layin : Err... No, not today, sorry. But I have double sided tape.
Student A : *tooot*#$%^@! BRING ALSO CANNOT BRING GO BRING DOUBLE SIDED TAPE FOR WHAT?! Stupid is it? EESH. Eh, ANYONE ELSE GOT TAPE?
-You know who you are.-

Example C.
Student A : Eh, tissue provider, tissue? (can i have tissue)
Layin : Where's your OWN tissue?
Student A : I didn't bring.
Layin : Why do you need tissue?
Student A : I got flu. I need to blow my nose.

WHAT CRAP IS THAT?

Example D.
Student A : Layin, can I borrow tissue?
Layin : oh okay.
*5 minutes later*
Student A : Layin, can I borrow tissue again?
Layin : What FOR?
Student A : I wanna wipe away the dust.
Layin : ... Do you know other ppl NEED this tissue for MORE URGENT THINGS? (example blowing nose, toilet, bleeding, etc.)
Student A : Yea, like me?

-Why are we friends again?-

Example E.
Student A : Lay Yin, tape. (It means I need the cello tape)
Layin : ... I'm human too you know?
Student A : o.O TAPE?
Layin : *annoyed* ... I SAID I'M HUMAN TOO YOU KNOW.
Student A : I SAID I WANT TAPE LA YOH. CAN YOU SEE MY BOOK IS TORN?
Layin : *angry* SAY PLEASE LAH!
Student A : oh... Please?

No, Student A ISN'T the same person OVER AND OVER AGAIN. (Or at least, in this blog. But those PEOPLE asks things from me almost everyday.)

You wanna see how some JERKS talk to me sometimes? I know it's mean the way I discribe them, but think about it, they CAN be pretty RUDE when they don't need anything from me.

Layin : *singing to herself*
Student A : Eh Layin, singing very fun is it? *rolls eyes, being sarcastic*
Layin : *angry* Yea, you know what? IT'S WAY BETTER THAN LENDING YOU STUFF ALL THE TIME.
Student A : Oh ya lor hor, singing very fun wan. Hehehe. *innocent smile*

And you wanna see this WORSE JERK?
Girl : Layin, your hair so nice today.
Layin : err....thanks?
Girl : Can I borrow tape?

Eh, SHOOT YOU LAH. So what, if I didn't bring ANYTHING, you guys can insult me, SAY I'm not nice, think my hair is weird AND STUFF LIKE THAT LAH?

Already I have to STAND your stupid reluctant attitude in doing things, and you're trying to drive me MAD is it?

And you blame me for having mood swings? Hello? YOU GUYS ARE THE ONES CAUSING IT OKAY.

It's not that I'm not nice. I have my LIMITS TOO YOU KNOW.

But seriously, SCISSORS, GLUE, it's an EVERYDAY thing. If you don't bring once in a while, FINE. I'll be GLAD to help you. But NOOOO~ You're asking that from me ALMOST EVERY FREAKING DAY.

And you blame me for being mad at you?

It's seriously annoying, okay? ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU DON'T SAY PLEASE AND THANK YOU LIKE I'M SUPPOSED TO BRING THEM FOR YOU.

I'm your friend, NOT YOUR STUPID MAID.

I swear, if I ever, EVER hear ANYONE OF YOU PEOPLE WHO CONSTANTLY DON'T BRING YOUR OWN STUFF TO SCHOOL ASKING ME FOR THINGS AGAIN, I am gonna SCREAM. >=(


I have to bring things for the CLASS. DO YOU SEE ME DYING BECAUSE OF IT? I'M DYING COZ OF YOUR STUBBORN AND SELFISH AND IDIOTIC ACTS.

BRING YOUR OWN FREAKING THINGS TO SCHOOL.

It wont kill you, RIGHT?

Do I make myself clear?

If you say no, WE'RE NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE.

And this time, I REALLY MEAN IT.

Bring your own stupid READERS. Your own scissors, glue, YOUR STUPID TAPE IF YOU NEED IT THAT BADLY, stapler, COLOUR PENCILS, magic pen, TISSUE, etc etc ETC.

I'M SICK OF YOU GUYS ALREADY.

so GO AWAY.

The next time I hear the same person asking for the same things, I CHOOSE TO IGNORE.


Over and out.

Layyin.

You know what?

I need clicking lessons.

Seems like I can't click something WITHOUT clicking twice...

Argh. So everytime when I send a message in the chatbox, TWO same messages are sent.

Eesh.

Today was okay. Art was (amazingly), FINE. x) Didn't get scolded.

That, and my day was AWESOME.

So maybe it didn't start off well. But it had a splendid ending.

Just a random fact,

I don't think me having so many names is cool. I mean. YEA, I DO LA. I mean. ARGH. I wanna be proud of myself. Just for once. I have them for special reasons. Amanda's mom gave me the name 'Lynn'. My Australian 'parents' gave me the name 'Ling'. Arthur gave me the name 'Layin'. Uncle Alan gave me the name 'Jennifer'. And I know it's lame. But I like it a lot. Fine, so maybe it's rather complicated when I have to introduce myself. And it's rather hard for me to remember what name you use to call me. But I love my name. Every one of them. =)

*no offence to anyone who thinks it's lame*

And my birthday wish came true. I finally had a proper conversation with another girl called Lay Yin. 6 years. Since 1st March 2002. (not 7 coz it's not March yet)

*ahem* quote quote "I wish to have specs when I grow up (OMG. DON'T ASK WHY. I SO REGRET WISHING THAT NOW) and talk to a nice person called Lay Yin." - note : It's translated. Actually the name part I wrote my Chinese name, but nyeh, close enough.

- wo zhang da hou *when i grow up* yao ke yi *(I) want to be able to* dai yan jing *wear specs* he zao yi ge hen hao de ren *and find a very nice person* jiao li ying *called Lay Yin* jiao peng you *and make friends* -

And you think writing diaries since young is bad. Pfft. So making friends is a little too much. =) Talking online is fine enough.

I take my thoughts back. Jessica (Layyin) was friendly after all. And I kinda like the way she calls me 'girl'. :) It reminds me of Darius. It's rather weird though, when we call each other. I feel like I'm calling myself. And she feels like she's talking to herself too. HAHAHAHA. :D

God, I thank You for giving me the sudden urge to find people named Lay Yin. Or I'd never have come upon Jessica and Vivian who were so nice to me the whole time. And I thank You for letting me find my childhood diary again before it was sold to the old-news-paper-man.

I'm really sorry I thought she wasn't the friendliest person to know before knowing her well. She is friendly. And OOOH. Pretty too. *envy envy*

And Layyin's right. I SHOULD blog what I want. =/

So THERE.

STOP. TELLING. ME. THE. MISTAKES. I. HAVE. DONE. OVER. AND. OVER. AGAIN. LIKE. YOU'RE. SO. GREAT.

you know who you are.


O.o So random. But yeah, I just wanna spill that out.

There. Felling all better. :D


Over and out.


*Dear Layyin,

I promise I wont use your name to talk to your friends or reply your messages or invade your life in any way at all. A promise is a promise. So no need to worry.

-Layin.*